On Not Being Single.

I've always wanted a boyfriend back in college that goes in Ateneo also, I've never experienced that, someone waiting for me after class, or someone bringing me to my next class, or studying together in the lib, or just waiting for someone in the caf for a lunch date. I used to wonder before what it would be like if I had a bf who went in the same school as me. Ian went in Ateneo also but we weren't a couple back then, we'd just say our hi and hello's when we bump to each other in school, and a few times, probably just twice during college that we went home together since we both live in Prince David(not the same unit :p) and live in the south.

But when I think about it, if I had a boyfriend that goes in the same school, I probably wouldn't have gone to those parties or inuman sessions, or might have missed some bonding moments with my girls, so I wouldn't really trade my college memories for anything else. I probably wouldn't change a thing because as cliche as it sounds I did grow up from those experiences :p

At the start, being not single had some time getting used to. Ian still tease me about this one incident when I forgot to order water for him and I only ordered for myself :D There was a time where I actually just thought of myself,I was single for years and I probably got used to living my life alone, only taking care of myself, and not minding another person. I wasn't like other girls, some have never been single since high school. I have had a boyfriend in college, but it was short lived and we barely saw each other since we go to different schools so I still lived a semi single life in campus.

Now that I'm in a fully committed relationship for two years and counting, I wonder what I would be doing if I'm single? Let's say you're single, imagine what you'd be doing typically in a Friday night or during the weekend if you're taken. And if you're taken, what would you be doing if you're single. I'm not saying that I want to be single again, who wants to let go of a good thing? Definitely not me. It's just a random thought. I mean I probably wouldn't be this happy and loved, or I wouldn't have someone to talk to about anything and everything under the sun. I wouldn't have a life saver.

Being single was a lot of fun, but finding your perfect match, being taken that is, is definitely better :)